Wednesday, June 10, 2009


Yeah I've been maintaining my blizzzog in the spirit just not writing down things catching my eye. The hiatus comes from new daytime endeavors as well as work on the house. I realized how much information I've been soaking in on a daily basis that by the time I get tired I haven't read through half the open tabs on this lil mac book elite. That said don't feel any jealousy because my twittttering has gotten dry of late too. I dunno if I'm losing the fascination with it or what, but as I've been getting more and more followers I've been getting more and more detached with it. Honestly I love the information real-time flow and the new friends and acquaintances I've made over there as well as the fact that you're never alone at any moment of the day. The drawbacks are that you start following people you really don't want to and seeing some things from people you REALLY don't wanna see. Not beef, but real, real, crabness. I think the funniest thing is that people are amazed at how "real" I am or the fact that I'm myself online. It get's me to think like damn, what the fuck are all of you guys, online? your secret fantasy image of what you want to be? That shit annoys me slightly if I let it just for the fact that I start seeing the fake ass portrayals and don't be wanting to pull up skirts, so I'm like let me just chill and fall back a lil bit. Also some proposals and that "internet love" shit I don't need. Whether it be some chick trying to "kick it" or some cats who wanna try to enter your zone, I'm Straight with where I'm at. I don't have want or need for much, just my piece of mind.

That said here's some links I been digging up lately

Gingrich saying Obama failed alreadyy

Racist explains HipHop

get your abdominals up

YZ interview

best fried chicken in atlanta



Star and Buck vs Dyson


Dioracat said...

Co-signature, sir. I been feeling the same damn way. You see what Trent Reznor said about Twitter? He's feeling the same way too, I think. I started unfollowing people and now I'm considering dropping more people.

PS. You prolly guessed this but people are surprised I'm the same way online as I am in person as well.

M said...

yeah man, shit is getting a lil well alot tired to me.......I can only take so much "political" and fake shit, I really loved twitter when I had less than 200 followers, I think it was the realest. I look at some of the "realest" cats I know and they have like 130 followers and I reminisce on my days like that. It's all g. Still love the info but I'm really allergic to corniness and fake ass wanna be Z list celebs who act like they need to put they stunna shades on like they really on some shit. I enjoy my privacy fam. I lived a few lifetimes and I ain't bitter at all. I honestly wanna get to that level where I can just fall back from it all, and that may come sooner than later......I may just dip offline(and outside public radar for a few months and pop back up renewed.) People can't read me or understand me for shit. They be like don't you want this? and don't you want that? and don't you want fame? all this trash, not understanding that I had been a dude used to attention and being thoro since I was a lil kid. It's hard trying to explain to folks with that mindstate that my life from 91-95 was almost like being a legend in a lot of different ways, so I was used to alot of different things, girls, money, wilding out, shiiiiit now my peace comes from sitting in my backyard by myself looking at my dog run around my back yard. When I try to explain that type of thinking, it's hard to relate to. Especially to these cornball ass dudes who was never "Live" and are now just "networking" and "mixing" with folks trying to get a "name" so that hopefully they can get a degree of "fame" so that hopefully they can get "laid" and maybe start to feel good about being themselves, if only for a day, just yearning to feel some sort of self worth where they totally feel like "yes I am ME"

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