new beginnings

Flash Forward

Re emerging is always a great blessing. The greatest people in the world have all at 1 time faced great adversity. The biggest difference between them and everyone else is that they took the opportunity to pick themselves up off of the ground after they fell. They took things in stride no matter how hard they stumbled. They took that stumble and made it into a flip.......Fall back Move forward. The whole premise to being a winner and great champion in everything you do is to move like one in all instances.....There are historically some defeats that are actually greater than victories. Here inside the depths of the circle, there has been some deep quality control going on. I'm one who strongly feels that when you get that instinct and vibe to go a different way, then you should heed it. I often get these vibes when I feel like the writing is on the wall. I like to move freely and to transition. As a youth I used to hate change. That inevitable change.......That shit had me going to different schools, going to different states and never being comfortable. I moved all throughout the tri state as a youth and went to various different schools(only got kicked out of 1 FTW) and experienced a lot of different cultures. At the time it felt like I would never settle, never meet 1 REAL chick and never have true PEOPLES.....

The gem was that little did I know, that all of the moving around I was doing was grooming me to be able to adapt and to also renew myself. I always had to stay sharp. I also learned that no matter what and no matter where, 1 rule never changed and that was your respect has to be earned from day one. That REAL Respect, not that sociable,network,political,transparent,cordial respect. It's times I look back at all of that shit and see that this game is basic. I also know that when I start feeling like I'm comfortable, I know that I can do MORE. Once you start getting to that point, you know it's on. Rest your brain, that's necessary too. I been re evaluating and working so hard that I feel like I'm back on grind mode........time to update again. Some folk are cool with complacency and that's good. Change is good as well tho. Continue Evolving.

Easy Stars.......

Maintaining

Kenes just sent some mail......sketching stretching the barriers.......It actually works perfect for right now.

Vibrations.......Mind Wavelengths......yeah continued progress...............Now currently on the deck chilling fighting mosquitos taking it all in. Been a minute since I really went in with y'all. So yeah this one we call: the breather.


I've been beasting out with my homey Richie and building this Deck

and basically having some other company staying at the crib for the last 2 weeks.....Everybody made their trips and visits except my brother, but summer ain't over yet. As far as where I've been....it's been hectic. I been trying to keep my tweets current tho, but as far as everything else I been just trying to get my head together. Buying a home is an undertaking, but buying 1 that you have to renovate is definitely extra......It's been 2 years since I've been here and it's like now is the first time I can say "yeah I'm feeling real comfy". Other than that, been working extra hard grinding, getting up everyday with the mindstate to getit. Not just show up, but excel past expectations. I'm a world away from last summer, so that can only be seen as a blessing and a half. I still have to see some projects to fruition but I'm further along on the path.

I actually got into an accident a week ago, but through all of the work I honestly didn't feel it. No real damage either, just some rear and front bumper damage. As well as some alignment and muffler stuff, but I'm also happy to say I just picked it up and after a week of rental(on their dime) I'm comfy. They basically handed me what looks like a new car as well. It felt so good to get the warranty when they handed it to me.

I'm still tired but I'm even. Feels great to be in this space....I got that Dionne Warwick Deja Vu on just so you can feel the wave I'm currently on:

Just wanna give thanks for where I am, the accomplishment feels butterworth.....When you climb a mountain it always feels great to stand on the top of that shit and just breathe the air. Take in the view and just Maintain. I'm on one of my jaunts, just ready for a weekend of rest and hopefully no drama........I gotta fade back..................